"If you did not do what you did today, for example, the entire world would be in some way different.

Your acts ripple outward in ways that you do not understand, interacting with the experience of others, and hence, forming world events. The most famous and the most anonymous person are connected through such a fabric, and an action seemingly small and innocuous can end up changing history."

Jane Roberts
The Nature of the Psyche: It's human Expression, 1979

This is a quote I have used so many times. I think about it often ... but more or less as an abstract.  Lately, I find myself trying to sense the ripples I have sent outwards because of my smallest and largest thoughts and actions.  This statement has become personal.  I can remember being in 8th grade the first time I thought about my actions in the world.  That was 60 years ago! I wonder what my balance is for changing history ... for the better or for the worse?

I think of Buckminister Fuller who asked himself if one human being could make a difference. He documented his life calling himself, Guinea Pig Bucky.  It's interesting to appraise another's life.  Bucky's life was as full of "failures" as it was of success.  How do events ripple out? How do they get woven into the larger fabric?

I think of my Mom's Mom. She was always there for my brothers and me and our friends.  We spent summers with my grandparents and she worked tirelessly to make things work for us while never hesitating to scold and teach.  Yes, she lives still. She is part of my fabric.

I recall several things that have helped me understand how non-linear actions are ... how things I have done ripple out and perturb the universe in strange and delightful ways.  In 1972, I created the Learning Exchange in Kansas City Missouri.  I left the Exchange and the city in 1979 believing I had completed a cycle and that the Exchange was in good hands. In 1997, I was invited to return to KC and help celebrate 25 years of success with the Exchange.  I got a call from a reporter asking if she could interview me while I was in the city.  As we sat and talked over coffee she told me her story: One of the premier programs that I started just before leaving was Exchange City, a program for 5th graders to come to know the workings of a city. Students would come from all over the city to take part in running a town for a few days. Students would vie for being Mayor, or banker, doctor, baker, etc.  This young women interviewing me told me her Exchange City story. She wanted to be Mayor or banker but was not selected to be either. In fact, she got her last choice ... that of being a reporter.  Now here she was 15 years after her City experience interviewing me as a reporter. She said that week in Exchange City changed her life.  What part did I play in that? I was long gone before she entered the program.  Ripples ...

"In all things be generous"

I missed most of the popular TV shows of the 90's and early 2000's because of work and other interests.  Recently, I have been downloading some West Wing and ER segments from iTunes.  In one ER, Mark Greene, one of the surgeons was dying with brain cancer.  Mark was not yet 40 years old.  His last words to his young rebellious daughter were to be generous in all things ... with love, and exploration, with feelings, and giving... with life.  Such a wise gift to a young daughter! Although his daughter, Rachael, is a made-up character, I can't help but wonder how this affected her life going forward. 

I'm not sure I have ever thought about being generous in all directions. To live life to the fullest invites all  emotions to be transparent and expressed.  I sometimes hear that a person is too generous with their time or money.  What does this mean? If we are generous in all things, does this mean spoiling our planet, doing whatever we wanted?

Generous is one of the words I believe needs to be re-membered and made new.  I have a list of other words as well.  Health, wealth, and happy are but a few.  Each of these words demands new definition for the paradigm we hope to attract. Health is more than sickness and wealth is more than not being poor.  The concept of happy has been challenged lately. What does it mean?